I'm on top of the world , a blue world , a gently wawing blue , I think it's water actually , any way the lake was calm , so was the landscape, massive mointains all over me in the middle of a calm puddle, wawy flaque, the montains were green like a summer, in the panorama there's montains i've never see , and farmer valley with small village , the sound i hear is a metalic noise , the motor of the beautiful boat i'm in , an old luxurious withe boat , and if there is blue next to me ,there is blue on me as well , with dot of withe , these was strange shape, a duck and a bird , i'm not an expert in withe shape , that's why i cant indentify the species , but the shape change ; they mute in a beautiful way , beautiful is the word .
I'm in Wallis for a few days with my parents. You can't escape your condition and god-damn I'm tired of hating myself because of my bourgeois family. Anyway I'm living in luxury, in a nice hotel with a spa. Everything is beautiful I have to say, so much old artifact here. Some ancient paintings and engraving are on the wall. I miss my guitar and the cold is unbearable, my phone battery doesn't last long outside. And it's for the better i can't text her. Today i blocked her from all my social networks, and i feel light now. A lot of things happened since I've wrote them. That's what i say to all my far away close friends. Well i lost my best friend and it hurts bad, really really bad. And It's all my fault. She helped me a lot and I'm very thankful for it. She helped me go thru what i thought was the hardest part of my life. Jokes on me it's right now the hardest part of my life and i feel alone, i miss her. Depression is though, it's ...
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